just because u were gone not mean u aren't here ...

Entering my room, used to expect to see u waiting for me,
but all i can see is an empty cage, without birds.

There is a floor lamp besides my computer, with its wire,
which u always loved to climb ;for now u won't be there with me.

everytime i sneezed, cough or cried near u,
even if i just made any slight movement,
i always had your attention and immediate response;
and now, u won't be there again.

if i didn't exchange those clothes,
maybe u'll still be alive, waiting for my care.

so i don't have to talk/write/think about the whole goddamn thing.