A. say sorry to sb.
if still no chance to apologize,
fine, that's all.
(at least next time i'll feel free to blog...)
1. discuss with her at first
- do i still have chance to joint you ?
- or you can kill me
- have sent her an e-mail ＠0810, not care too much about what will end up with; without you, the whole world is such a mess ....
2. just give me hugs instead of eyes full of tears
- share my stories with those who can understand/listen

B. birds, birds, birds....
1. clean my room
- just another way to learn to thank the kind world
2. find the one who can help me with that
- my dear friends, long time no see ...

C. second chance ?
learn to relax
learn to take it easy
learn to FORGIVE others
learn to TAKE responsibility
learn to have done things even scare me
learn to ADMIT my errors
learn to DEAL with my underwears / socks / shoes / little things which do matter

D. did i mention that I love you ?
learn to have a heart full of thanks instead of hate